Its been a funny couple of days..
Yesterday was Fathers Day..the first since my Dad passed away..which as happy as I was to be with my wonderful husband whom is the BEST dad it was still very emotional.
I've been feeling a lot lately that I am in the middle of some sort of shifting sand.
My teaching job that I used to love has lost some of its appeal and I feel like there is somewhere else I should be.
I LOVE my B&B business...making a gilded nest that other people get to experience if only for a night. I wouldnt say I am a particularly creative person but as a line in a book I once read put it I love to 'create havens'.
So the question I am asking myself is .....where to now??
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I am sorry that your Dad passed away.....I can totally imagine that yesterday must have been hard for you.
ReplyDeleteMy father in law passed away just this last March - only 15 months after my mother in law -and my husband is still struggling with it, he misses him terribly....it's such an enormous loss.
Shifting sands.....yes, I know how that can feel!!! Is the B&B thing something that you could build and do more of......do you want to teach less, is that an option?
My son started back at preschool today and so now I have a few more hours to myself each week....and next year he starts school full-time......I am wondering what happens next for me.....it's exciting and terrifying!!
Happy Monday and best wishes to you :)
Where there is most joy is where to go!
ReplyDeleteBut time some can tell whether it's real joy.
I am so sorry for your loss. It has been 11 years since my dad passed of Cancer. His father died 6 months before him of cancer, it was horrible. You can never get over someone, you just get through it, if it is a minute, an hour, a day, a week, you get through it. Watching John Edwards Crossing Over helped me tremendously, I don't know if you believe in that kind of stuff, but I know my Dad is always right beside me when I need him the most. Hang in there girl, thanks for stopping by, HEidi
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear about the loss of your father.
ReplyDeleteWonderful to hear you are always chasing new challenges! x